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229. Family Beach day!

2012-03-04T01:26:00.000+08:00

Was playing sims in the morning , Haha I'm always constantly making a new family but never ever reaching the next generation before starting a new family again ... I'm fickle? LOL

My sims's name is Henry Helms , He is a Artist and Guitarist who lives in a small hippy cottage in Hidden Springs (That's one of the default sims town) , he has the kind of hair I want T__T I realize through my years of playing sims , my sims are always a variation of what I wish I looked like ...

One painting of his is enough to pay for his bills ... $108++ , His paintings are currently worth $300 haha. I think I wouldn't mind living a life like that. 1 painting enough to pay for your bills, just imagine with the amount of paintings I could make in a month and the amount of money I could make , the things I could buy... Sigh , only in games and dreams.

I've always wanted a cat too ... Double sigh , only in games.

Love my sims outfit. Can I please have something tailor made like that for myself? Haha, if you noticed the gnome, It's actually a wildlife cat promoter meaning it promotes wild/'stray cats to patron my area so I can adopt them :D I'm a crazy cat person ... And there's a word for crazy cat lovers, its called 'Ailurophile'.

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Now to the outing with family :D

Haha , From this picture you can really tell I'm my parents son huh? I have my Mom's face and my Dad's skin , my Brother has my Dad's face and my mom's skin. Hahah and we all have the same nose xD

Went to East Coast after shopping at ... Park Way Parade mall I think? I don't remember >__< Keke Mom's face in the photos looks sinister like " Ya'll go have fun now ... I shall indulge in my manga HAHAHAHAH"

You'll know what this is if you know me well enough ^__^

Family light painting

228. Another no brainer post

2012-03-01T20:49:00.001+08:00

I’ll answer from a rating of 1 to 10 if question is applicable.
1. Are looks important in a relationship? 6
2. Are relationships ever worth it? I wouldn’t know.
3. Are you a virgin? Yes and a sexy one at that.
4. Are you in a relationship? Nope.
5. Are you in love? Unfortunately.
6. Are you single this year? Currently , Yes.
7. Can you commit to one person? Most probably.
8. Describe your crush: Annoying, Cantankerous, loose , cute
9. Describe your perfect mate: Intellectual , sweet , Tall , random
10. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes.
11. Do you ever want to get married? Yes.
12. Do you forgive betrayal? Not easily.
13. Do you get jealous easily? HAHA EXTREMELY EASILY.
14. Do you have a crush on anyone? God damn these re-occurring questions , YES.
15. Do you have any piercings? Nope, But I want a tongue and labret.
16. Do you have any tattoos? Nope but I want a collar bone tatt
17. Do you like kissing in public? Errr , maybe? LOL
19. Do you shave your neither regions? When appropriate?
20. Do you shower every day? YESSSS
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Haha no I’m ugly.
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Besides my Mom , No.
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?Yes.
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Not so soon.
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? I wouldn’t mind.
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Nope.
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? Nope.
28. Have you ever been cheated on? Nope.
29. Have you ever cheated on someone? Nope.
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? My wonky eye lid and my nose.

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? Yes
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? Yes ):
33. Have you ever had sex with a man? IMMAVIRGIN~
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? IMMAVIRGIN~
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? I don’t think so?
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? Nope.
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Nope, the enemy of my friend is my prey.

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yes but that ended instantly.
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? All the time.
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Nope.
41. Have you had sex so far this year? IMMAVIRGIN~
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? IDK
43. How long was your longest relationship? Never had one ):
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 0
45. How many people did you kiss in 2011? 0
46. How many times did you have sex last year? IMMAVIRGIN~
47. How old are you? 13 forever. Kidding 17 this year.
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? HAH, I already know that. I’m currently brawling for days.

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? The fact that they actual put up with me.

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with an apology and presents, would you accept? Errr , what?
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Yes
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? Yes, there was no point in keeping up.
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Whut? @___@
54. Is there someone you will never forget? Subconsciously I guess.
55. Share a relationship story. Scroll up.
56. State 8 facts about your body: Fat, Big Eyes, Big & black-head infested oily nose , Dry Skin , Thick hair.
57. Things you want to say to an ex: IMMAVIRGIN~
58. What are five ways to win your heart? Food, Sweet Gestures , Looking Good , Reminders of love , Intellect.
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!) Search my blog.
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? 0
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? Hair , Legs , Shoulders , Jaws.
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? Kiss from behind.
63. What is your definition of “having sex”? Rolling in the Deep.
64. What is your definition of cheating? A second relationship.
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? Whut?
66. What is your favourite roleplay? N.A
67. What is your idea of the perfect date? Dinner , Movie , Beach
68. What is your sexual orientation? Bi-sexual
69. What turns you off? Odor , Incoherent speaking , bad grammar , messy , no sense of dressing , etc

70. What turns you on? Opposites of previous.
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? I involved a monkey , flashlight and bacon. Okay I’m kidding , IDK.

72. What words do you like to hear during sex? IDK OMG.
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? I have no idea o_o
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? Looks & Body.
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Hand written cards & a pink stuffed bunny plush.
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? Errm , I don’t recall.
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? +/- 3years
78. What’s your dirtiest secret? I secretly like Spongebob.
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? Recently, Reason unknown.
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Recently but it was a casual thing.

81. Who are five people you find attractive? Mila Kunis , Emma Stone , Amy Lee , Kim Jonghyun , Lee Dong Hae , Son Dong Woon , Kim Sang Bum

82. Who is the last person you hugged? I don’t remember @_@
83. Who was your first kiss with? My pillow
84. Why did your last relationship fail? She was a whore
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? Why not~

227. Calm the storm

2012-02-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

Time will heal what is broken ,

Time will calm the storm & bring the light ,

Time will make bad memories fade but only if we choose ...

226. Virgin Band, Virgin Concert, Virginity POPPED.

2012-02-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

If you didn't already know , Evanescence is like my favorite band in this entire planet. They're my virgin band and I've LOVED them for 8 years when I first ever heard their single on CartoonNetwork ' Bring me to life ' and for the very first time I heard the song I knew I was hooked and I needed MORE.

Soon after when I was old enough to develope actual thinking abilities I begged my parents to get me their album 'Fallen'

Fallen (2003)

I was in love. I was obsessed. I was brainwashed. I LIKED IT.

I listened to the album everyday, when I got ready for school , when I went to sleep , whenever I got a chance to turn it on in my parents car. I LOVED EVERY SINGLE SONG.

The Open Door (2006)

3 years later , my prayers for more Evanescence was answered! Another awesome album with music that's not exactly the same as the previous album but retained the mysterious yet deep songs. LOVE!

Unfortunately the concert is on a weekday ... and a Monday at that! But on the bright side my parents actually agreed to let me! WHUPEEEEEEEEE , though I sense they'll use this against me somehow ...

LET YOU GO CONCERT STILL NO STUDY HARD GO POLY????

Let's hope that doesn't happen ... I WILL GO POLY OKAY? THEN I CAN RUB MY DICK IN THAT VP SAYING ITE NO FUTURE BLOODY BISH.

Paya Lebar MRT , Hmmm will take a slow sync photo here one day when I remember to bring my mini pod.

Train-ing to 'Stadium' MRT.

Super ugly shot of me ... CAN IT BE FIXED?

PHOTOSHOP SAVES THE DAY!

Photoshop like this look very unprofessional hor?

Unfortunately I couldn't bring my camera in ...

BUT IT WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME, ITS LIKE I WANTED TO FAINT THE ENTIRE TIME THE CONCERT WAS ON, IT WAS SO BLOODY SURREAL OMG WTF ASDFGHJK.
Even though there were these Angmoh, Philipino & Malay mood spoilers (calling them as I see'em) IT WAS STILL HELLA AWESOME TO THE FUCKING MAXXXXXX!!!

And Amy Lee (Lead Singer) is as beautiful in person as in her photos. And for me to say that ... Which other person have I called beautiful?

Even before Evanescence she was already beautiful! Gosh ...

Omg I wish I'd gone to the airport ... but Amy probably wouldn't have like stopped. Thankfully there weren't many fans mobbing her like when those overrated KPOP idols come down. - SPITS -

$148 vs $400

For actual LIVE Music as compared to singing over playbacks with flashy moves. Psh Evanscence has created a legend which has lasted years , how long will your KPOP hold?!

And will you still cheer after they've been on a 3 year sabbatical leave like this?

I THINK NOT.

And the response to the classic 'My Immortal' is no different in Singapore.

Little less enthusiastic but still ...

Screencapped from a video of the last song 'My Immortal' , omg I was sobbing because of the awesome response from the crowd when the first few piano notes were played. 'My Immortal' was like my anthem for years of my life and to hear it live is just ... omg.

A cool thing I realized in the concert hall was that there was this perfumed air , I'm not sure but I think it was Amy! Because when she came on I could instantly smell it and it was just so sweet yet gentle. Omg , I seriously can't describe how much I feel without screaming out. I think it is an awesome virgin concert and I will forever compare other concerts I go to to this experience.

THANK YOU AMY & EVANESCENCE!

And here are some videos of the concert! Those with better recording all ear-picked by moi for you!

225. Forst

2012-02-26T01:37:00.001+08:00

Yo you awesome yet mysteriously anonymous readers!

So it's a Saturday night ... Well in all technically Sunday morning but I'm still wide awake. So I thought I take time off to blog about random things. But before that here's 2 new submissions on my Deviantart account in class you don't visit the page.

Who?

Ah yes a merged photo which I've been wanting to do for a very long time. I'd actually thought about doing it since the start of the year but every single time I think about doing it is when I'm on the bus or MRT and when I get off I eventually forgot so that's why it's been delayed until now... I still have quite afew ideas or this kind of photos so stay tuned :D

Fun Fact : There are 2 flaws in this picture , can you spot them? & also I'm wearing boxers in the photo. HAHAH

Forst

Initial plan to named it 'Frost' but typo-ed it to Forst but it still looks cool eh xD

I'm quite satisfied with this piece because of the fact that I didn't use any reference for the hair and I think it still came out pretty well , slightly rough but I'm working on it , I think it looks more natural as compared to my previous 'Fireflies'. But yes still needs work, though I must admit the face shape seems slightly manly :/

Because today is a Saturday you'd think I'd be going out with friends ... unfortunately they're all busy studying for 'O's and I'm sitting at home staring at my rectangle. Huh? ITE friends? Don't have ... haha sad no one likes me.

Hmmm but went for pizza dinner with family , omfg I ate like 10 slices of 4 pizzas. That's enough for 1 and 1/2 if a regular size pizza. HAHA and I wonder why I'm fat. BUT it's okay I'm going on a diet.

DON'T ROLL YOUR EYES AT ME!

I know you're not taking me seriously because I've said that a thousand times (if you know me personally) but this time I'm taking advice from someone who has actually lost weight and not people who haven't and just tell you to do this and that even though they themselves haven't done it before.

I mean like haven't you met those kind of people that say things like :
' Oh you shouldn't buy an Acer computer because they're really bad etc etc ... "
' You own an Acer computer? '
' Nope , But I've heard stories blah blah blah blah ... '
' -_____________- " '

LIKE WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU, YOU HAVEN'T GONE THROUGH IT YOU DON'T GET A SAY MOFO!

BUT in all seriousness don't EVER get an Acer computer because they suck balls. And I AM speaking from personal experience because I'd previously owned 2 Acer laptops and they crashed and burned in about a year each and the repair center is so shitty because they don't even fix the problems when you send your unit for servicing ... So all in all just don't get a Acer computer. If a salesperson is trying to sell you an Acer computer flash them this

face and scream a 'NO' in their face. They should be ashamed o trying to sell such shitty computers and brag about how it's seemly good -.- The nerve of sales people , they'll lie to sell you anything!

Okay back to dieting.

So yes my friend Travis told me that he'd started dieting by :

Not drinking Coke or sweet drinks
Stop eating fast food
Stop snacking in between meals

and I'm like ' ... FUCK GUILTY FOR ALL' and to think I used to go to the kitchen with cousin late at night to have something to eat ... OMG COUSIN I BLAME YOUUUUUUUUU , okay I kid ... But seriously I need to start losing weight ... It'll make it easier to shop for clothes. Omg you won't believe how depressing it is to find the cutest top ever only to realized you're the fat version of the hulk and wearing it will just rip it apart ...

So yes every time I'm deciding to eat something I will see Travis's face and remembering how much weight he lost and how I probably can lose that too if I stop eating everything I see...

I see Travis face and this too ...

omg when I saw it on tumblr I was like , FUCK THIS IS THE KIND OF BODY I'VE WANTED MY ENTIRE LIFE ...

PARTIALLY VISIBLE 6 PACKS AND THE HAIR AND THE ARMS. OMG WHY DO I NOT LOOK LIKE THIS,

-crying my eyes out-

So from today onwards I will not be snacking at all and I'll try my best to avoid drinking sweet drinks as much as possible ... and if all else fails I'll either cut my stomach and grab a vaccum to do cheap liposuction or I'll marry into a rich spouse and get them to sponsor my surgery then kill them ... Why kill them? Because rich people are rarely good-looking , or at least not naturally good-looking .. god is unfair like that , so why would I want to to marry someone ugly right?

omg the previous paragraph is so damn materialistic! But seriously speaking I rarely find people ugly because I'm not very high on the good-looking scale either so I can't judge. But serious serious seriously I've been known to give people more credit for their looks then compared to other people who'd judge them so ...

If you're deemed ugly by some people you might just be good looking in my eyes. (:

It's 1:30am, I think I'm high so I'd better hit the sack ... no sexual reference intended.

224. Friends.

2012-02-24T21:44:00.001+08:00

Another Friday where I finish school way early so I decided to visit out mates!

Okay this might look like an ordinary photo of random people in the train BUT it is actually a Korean family and I'd observed them from like Raffle City to , coincidentally , my stop. And the reason the photo is taken this way I because of the empty reserve seat.

What you might not know is that in Korea NO ONE sits on the reserve seat except for the elderly or injuried but that's really rare. And even if they do they'd recieve death stares from surrounding commuters.

How do I know? I've been to Korea ~ Duh , but sadly I went to Korea before discovering K-pop which really sucks ... But anyway back to the story.

The little boy had actually asked his father , who was sitting 2 spaces to my left to seat beside him ; the served seat. And the father said no , and the son asked 'iyu?' which in Korean means 'Why?'. I know that because I've studied alittle Korean and learnt simple terms. And the father said something I didn't understand but then the son pointed at the word RESERVED SEAT, both then exchanged nods and the son went on looking out the window.

Now what I am amazed/surprised/impressed by is the fact they even though they are not in their own homeland or somewhere that doesn't practice their culture they still stick to their teachings and do not go against them, the fact that the boy didn't make noise about his father declining to move to that seat shows it.

And I guess it's slightly sad in a way because if you put a Korean and a Singaporean in a room with only 1 reserve seat the Singaporean would probably zap to it. And I'm not saying this as an insult to Singaporeans but it's a fact the when it comes to things like this some Singaporeans are extremely extremely ... impatient?

Or maybe it's the teaching of parents , argh alot of factors could affect but I've been commuting for like years and there is never a time when the seats are vacant and half time the seats aren't being used by the indicated. Comparing this to when I was in Korea , the train was packed but still no one sat at the reserved seat,

Travis a.k.a Meatpao & Khadijah

Being back in school ... I'd expected a nostalgic feeling but there wasn't any. It just felt like I never even left.

SIS!

Lunch with Angelina , Lubu & JH @ Subway!

BODYSHOP SALE!!! I bought deodorant. LOL So did SIS!

Unfortunately my hair was messy -___- Thanks to SIS ruffling it up T__T

Lubu , Everscar , SIS. ^__^

Haha looks like his going to war. There's a pun reference only if you know the name Lubu.

Linking up with them made me come to life, I've not felt this degree of happiness since entering ITE. And it feels awesome to be surrounded by people who know you in and out and you know you're safe with. You know they don't talk behind your back or will defend you from anyone who talks crap about you. Generally care about you enough to ask if you want to tag along to go out and stuff and they don't disappear when you're being indifferent but in turn try to to cheer you up.

These are friends.

Maybe if I was persuaded enough I would have gone back to secondary school, after all only 1 dickhead is left. The others dropped cried and dropped out, HAHA KARMA BITCHES.

On a side note I was asked to give a motivational speech to one of my ex-teachers class since I was one of the top 'N' level scorer in school. Finally something in my life I can gloat and brag about!!!

Haha , seems interesting.

PRINT SCREEN FROM SCHOOL WEBSITE.

FUN FACT :

All top N level students were originally from class 1N1.

Best Student and I have the same score -___-

223. ART DUMP

2012-02-23T20:58:00.003+08:00

http://livson.deviantart.com/

I am seriously in love with anyone with this kind of red hair. It's just so full of life and color , omg spasming. I wish my hair was this sexy red I'd be freaking estatic. Like I would literally pay shit loads of cash ( or at least what I have ) to get this kind of awesome blood locks.

I tried to re-create this ... however I think my work does no justice at all.

FireFlies

Here's another red head creation of mine , only used reference for the face shape and features. Non for the hair or colors ... which explains why it , again , looks so shitty.

Rose

Haha , I'm trying really really hard to improve on my digi art however it's seriously not easy and I don't really have time to stay home and do it because of school ... But in school I'm still sketching , some are somewhat good while others are shitty but all done for a reason.

Inspired by We Are The Fallen.

So I read that this band is actually comprising of 3 of 4 of the original members of Evanescence. And this happened because one of the members/co-founder of the band thought that the band should be going in a different direction therefore he broke off with the band decided to start a new one. In doing so, he decided to recruit 2 of the other members to join him and they stupidly joined.

The reason I said stupidly is because since they broke off to join 'We Are The Fallen' , Evanescence has released it's 2nd album and is going to release it's 3rd one soon. And what about WATF ? I haven't seen an album and they formed 2 years ago. The only thing they were doing is concerts in U.S & Europe but eventually they've been dropped by their recording company.

But I really must say that they're music is quite tasteful but unfortunately they've been shot down.

Inspired by The Hunger Games and the song ' Safe & Sound' by Taylor Swift.

Ugh I hate this picture, the proportion for the right side is so ASDFGHJLKL. -.-

Again with proportion. I don't ever realize it until I finish the work ... =___= It's damn annoying.

Formspring: What camera are you using?

2012-02-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

Yeahs! First question ever. Keep them rolling people, I like to answer questions! And because this is a question about my camera and the person has complimented my photography skills , here are some more images to gaw over.

I love this photo, My jaw looks awesome & so do my eyes. WITHOUT CONTACTS OR PHOTOSHOP LEH!

Latest background!

KTHXBAI!

222. Safe and Sound.

2012-02-18T18:30:00.001+08:00

FREAKING BORED AT HOME WITH NOTHING TO DO.

Sorry of my life whenever I'm not in school because that's what take up like 3/4 of my day. Hmmm lazing around my room, not one has asked me out nor is Bestie replying my text; argh she hates me.

Something I intially gave up on doing because I seriously still suck at digital art , I wish I could get better ):

This is where I'd stopped intially.

HAHAH , I think this is super cute! I'd stopped this early on because I didn't think it's turn out nice but lucky I continued because now I like it :D It's suppose to be me if you can't tell , I'd drawn a draft while in school because I was freaking about a new pimple I had ... haha.

Hmmm , I really do think it's turned out ok. I'd wanted to erase the lineart but the picture looks totally shitty without it so ...

I really want to be able to paint like this without the suppose of the lineart but it's super tough ): especially since I have no one to guide me, all these years I've learnt drawing,photography,painting all by myself okay! I know some art critiques will be telling me how my technique is wrong and all but fuck that , I've learnt all this by myself and I think it's pretty darn good, but of course there's room for improvement.

I'm actually very inspired by a artist on deviantart currently. This is his page : http://bulgolgi.deviantart.com/

I seriously love his work!

You know the funny thing about this is the artist like myself doesn't like his work , in the sense that he isn't satisfied with his work. Haha that's the irony of art sometimes , when you draw something you don't like others might like it.

But still I don't like my work , it's too monotone for me and the colors and textures are too boring... But it's ok I'll work more on art, something I can definitely promised unlike asking me to study chinese or music.

221. Nevermind I'll find someone like you.

2012-02-18T13:49:00.001+08:00

Vunerable

220. Loneliness gave me art

2012-02-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

Art has always been best when made because of a tragedy or over something bad because it's the best method of illustrating emotion and passion.
I mean when have you looked at a happy picture and thought 'Wow this artist must have gone through a lot to paint this happy picture.'

Okay the reason I'm writing that is because I feel this compulsive need to post something profound before following up with whatever, makes you look a tad bit more ... classy?

So here are some artwork I did in school today, no questions asked about why please.

In my Mind

Sugar

Unbroken Spirit

I think it's evident I'm losing my mind. Yes I'm depress and I feel this helps ... or at least will help the cops identify the cause of suicide either way ~

read below in a ghetto / rap voice?

Met my girl Ang at the old hell hole,

place looking like a circus with the H boys running and screaming like it a fair ,

Baby blue splash on doors looking like someone had an affair ,

5 mins was all I need though to be high in spirit ,

because my best girl got me feeling like we on top the world ,

10 minutes later making me chuckle losing my belt buckle ,

oh wait no I don't have a belt but anyway ,

Walking home like we did in the day ,

Reminiscing about the time when we could see with 4 eyes but now only 2 ,

It's getting hard to see when you can't see real

You only can hear about deal wondering if it really is real

Tadah my failed attempt at writing a rap. LOL

Got home and this cheered me up.

last one is the best because she used a laddle. LIKE WTF ,you're actually suppose to use a teaspoon so I don't know why so many people are using table spoons. CHEY ACT NIA.

Well goodnight.

219. Happy Valentine's Day

2012-02-14T21:28:00.003+08:00

Coincidentally it's Kirby's birthday too. Made a card for him with a Kirby on it.

So yes it's that time of year again where supposedly Cupid goes around shooting people with magic love arrows and makes everyone feel all lovely dovey. Apparently his arrows also makes guys stupid enough to feel the need to spend money on a bouquet of roses or box of chocolates for their girlfriends just to show how much they love their other half.

I'm just puzzled by the fact that people would be so obvious to the fact that this day is just a dumb gimmick for you to spend money. And I'm not saying you shouldn't spend money on your girlfriend , if you want to go ahead but why in the world would you do it when the price for everything is jacked up ? Do I still sound like some lonely person whose just jealous of people around me?

I admit I am because I'd love someone to love me as much as I love them but I wouldn't stand for someone who'd expect me to get them a gift on a day when the government is purposely preying on our weak minds to succumb to a profit opportunity, like your taxes are not enough?

Sour single bitch.

New phone. HTC Sensation XE

Well I guess 2 months is a somewhat good time to settle in and all right? So here's and update of life in ITE.

Well so far lessons are more or less boring because the only lessons I really have to study is Computer Mathematics and Networking but I'm slightly skeptical about whether whatever we learn will actually be relevant for the actual course in April.

The reason I say that is because in April there'll be 'O' level intake students and will they know any of this computing/networking? Obviously not! But since teacher is teaching I guess there's a 20% chance it'll actually be needed.

As far as course mates go, I have had conflicts I guess 2 in total? But both resolved. Hmmm I guess they were both my fault really but I'm not going to elaborate what happened. I don't think I've made anyone who'd I can really call a friend yet because if you know me the word 'friend' holds a lot of significance. But I don't think anyone has the potential of matching up to Angelina.

Play this while reading for extra drama effect.

Oh gosh girl I really miss you so damn much. Always having you there to talk to about anything at all be it that person who'd drop her food all over the ground or that guy with the VPL ( Visible * * , ahaha I think you've forgotten.) or that stupid bias banana teacher or the piece of walking shit who can't keep is mouth shut or the stupid bushy brow from my class.

Oh my why did I ever leave school, I miss everyday being with you for the past 4 years. And to make it worst I'm listening to the music while typing so I've already started crying.

Now I have to keep everything to myself and it just makes me uneasy, I know I can text you but I don't want to distract you from 'O's. Don't want to make my problems yours anymore... If you ever have problems you have to call me okay? Even if I'm in class I'll still pick up, fuck whoever scolds me. You're way more important.

I love you lots Sis!

Oh time you're a demon, you have the ability to make or break anything.

218. Camp day 2 & 3.

2012-02-14T20:31:00.001+08:00

Day 2

I'm probably going to die when I get into National Service because I can't even be bothered to wake up for a 7:30am camp morning exercise. Then again I can't really wake up because there're like crazy people screaming the previous night at like 2am for god knows what reason.

I woke up but didn't do the morning exercise, they even wanted us to run 2.4km what the actual fuck? Psh , My secondary school couldn't make me run and sure as hell some ITE camp won't be able to do it either. I admit I'm lazy so what? You can compare me to all the thin himbos in the world and I still wouldn't care.

But even being the lazy ass I am I still walked where ever they were going ... At least until I lost sight of everyone... I hadn't even stopped for more then 5 minutes but everyone was gone, not even someone from the group of guys I hanged with waited ... *Judging & holding it against you*

But at least some good came of it.

Freaking hard to photograph these buggers.

Since Mcdonalds is on the way and I had my wallet.

Had skipped on going to 'Images of Singapore' because I've been there before and frankly it's kinda scary because of the wax figures. So I stayed in the room and spammed sad songs till I cried because I'm an emotional bitch like that.

Woot I'm pants-less

Recognize this picture?

After letting the room absorb my smell I left for a breather on the beach. Calm waves , gentle breezes and little to no noise. Peace of mind.

Acapella me and my black mate, Thiru made. Haha definitely not perfect ... Can you blame us? It was like 1-2am in the morning so we were slightly groggy.

Day 3.

In all technically there shouldn't be a break in the day because I didn't really sleep. I slept from like 3-4am but woke up because I just couldn't sleep, then I went to walk the beach again... Haha it's even more quiet and kinda creepy because it's still so dark but I just sang and poured whatever feelings out. Wasn't really afraid of like spirits or ghosts because like Mama says " They won't disturb you if you don't disturb them" but if I unintentionally disturb them which my singing then ... well unintentional right?

Then about 5 I went back to the room and ate a sandwich I'd bought earlier in the day ... Or yesterday? UGH time lapse. Then I sang from 6-7:30 in our room. Yes, my room mates were in the room. No, I obviously didn't want to wake them or disturb them so I sang super duper soft. I'm not some inconsiderate bitch.

Was moving too fast to take any pictures.

216. CAMP! Day 1.

2012-02-12T15:49:00.001+08:00

Yes, A camp for ITE. How predictable the system is. HAH. Well not much to say so LET THE PHOTOS ROLL... Ps , photos in this post were uploaded to my photobucket account which I'm very impressed with because my photos are like 1600x1067 which is like desktop wallpaper size but photobucket still managed to upload all 148 images!

I think the quality of the photos are pretty good too. And the photos are larger too, tumblr has a prefixed size when posting even thought the original is 1600x1067.

From Tumblr.

Lilac 3 tone lens from Maxi.

Shy , Charlie is Shy.

Y U NO LET ME TAKE PICTURE?

PAY BACK. omg Kirby is going to hate me for this.

CHEY! NOW ACT CUTE! But his jaw look damn nice, * OMG CAN I TOUCH IT?*

All looking at pretty girl , Charlie dont care coz he has one already xD

Hmmm , my jawline not that bad eh, but losing a few (million) kilograms would definitely make it look better.

Almost there!
Yes we're having our 'camp' at Costa Sands Resort XD XD XD

Finally arrived!

Hahah Thiru needs time to adjust to my camwhoring habit.

Consently on his phone :3

Thiru & Charlie's stick hands.

My fucking fat hand in comparison. ):

Kirby's. Omg I want one like this! SO SHINY @___@

Lilac 3 tone Maxi Lens ^__^

Taken by Kirby.

Mrs Tan ; Communication Skills Teacher for the next 3 months.

If you can't tell my face is extremely photoshop ): Ugly is what ugly does :(

Seriously , it's damn obvious I'm like the fatest in my group. I can go kill myself now.

Finally checking in to our rooms! :D

A photo of our petite room, meant for 2 but squeezing 4 , with Kirby touching himself xD

" You just wait, I'll kill you in your sleep"

"i'll just act friendly just so you don't suspect me of killing you tonight for taking unglamorous photos of me!"

I am so annoyed by Kirby because his so thin. LIKE WTF, If I took a photo from the position he is in I comfirm look like ... some quadruple chin freak T___T. TO HELL WITH THIN PEOPLE!!!

okay I'm kidding, I love you Kirbs. ^__^

Marcus and Soon Heng , other 2 roommates from our class too. BOTH OF THEM IN GDD ^___^

INTENSE LOOK.

Andy carrying Danny. Haha Danny's face is too QUTESSSS. Why no one to piggyback me too ): ): ):

moving to the sapphire pavillion to gather for our 'Wargames'

Charlie & me ;D I look evil @___@

Creepy smile & Crazy Eyes. WHY KIRBY T____T

Hmmm but at least Kirby is like super auto when I'm bout to camwhore with him. hahah even when I ask him to like pose he'll actually do it! omg. I wish more people I know or like that.

HAHHA KIRBY'S TOE. :D

Disclaimer about why I took this photos ... Well at that point I thought it'll look cool for macro shots but then I realized, Exactly what good would it look? I mean like there's sand and dirt and dead skin. WHAT WAS I THINKING? lol

Front or back?

Wargame was playing waterbomb with Saltwater with syrup. I didn't play, like wth would I want to get hit with salt water syrup bombs?

I saw someone with a eyebrow piercing so I asked to take a photo ;D

Photos for day 2 & 3 will be up ASAP. Surprising they are less then day 1 even when you add them together >__<

Question?

2012-02-07T20:38:00.001+08:00

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Ever wanted to ask me something? Like what camera I use? Hobbies? Race ? Religion? Anything?

Well now's you're chance! I'll answer any question you ask me and if there's enough amusing questions I'll make a video on it so you can see my actual expression when answering. (:

Don't be afraid yeah? I know there's like tons of people dying to ask me things but are like too shy, like why are you so shy??? I won't hunt you down for asking something ... unless it's offensive or inappropriate. Haha even if it is I sure can't bothered t hunt you down so ... What are you waiting for?

215. Chingay 2012

2012-02-06T20:37:00.000+08:00

FAKE ABS. Aiii better then being at.

one of my favorite images.

Grrr I like his hair.

Initially I'd had like 1001 things to bitch about like the costume the dance steps and etc etc but in the end I everything worked out pretty well so I guess , if I was buddhist , I could say I've done alittle bit of my human revolution which basically means to like grow/transform into a better person. Just like pokemon :D

Okay sorry of that was disrespectful but it seems like quite a sound analogy?

I couldn't take any photo of the actual performance but here's a clip someone in the audience recorded.

And this is after the performance.

Angelina crying! Aww there there baby girl!

Could have been.

2012-02-03T17:20:00.000+08:00

As bad and unfriendly as it seems no matter the circumstances ...

I remove anything, if it is in my ability, which I deem is a negative influence on myself or might endanger who I am and the morals I stand for.

214. Wide/macro lens.

2012-02-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

Remember my previous post where I mentioned I'd introduce a new toy a bought? So here's the post!

Now I was introduced by the store owner whom I had bought my EF 18-55mm kit lens from. The uncle who I bought from is really really nice! He always gives discounts from retail price and also throws in freebies. He'd sold me the kit lens at retail price BUT had included a filter for the lens which would have been S$50.

Not sure if this is the right address but it's the one on the warranty card.

PHOTO & CONSUMER INVESTMENTS PTE LTD
625 Aljunied Road
Aljunied Industrial Complex
#06-05 Singapore 389836

Okay actually I know it's completely wrong because firstly it's at Peninsula Plaza and the store is on the first floor. With that info out of the way , Here are photos of the day!

So I went to Bugis MRT with my new potential BFF Kirby from school. So at the point of saying Bugis and mentioning Peninsula Plaza , if you're familiar with the place you'd know that it's actually closer to City Hall MRT as to Bugis ... So we'd taken a wrong stop at the MRT and eventually took a bus to the Plaza. Thankfully Kirby was with me or I'd have lost my way ... Gosh I'm so blur @____@

"Eh green light already , stop taking picture of me lah"

Taken with new lens , just left store.

My initial plan was to just check the price because previously the Uncle had told me that he would sell to me at $150 promotional price and I wasn't sure when exactly the promotion ends. So I checked the price (thankfully the uncle remembers me) so he sold it to me at S$150.

But Sadly I didn't have money on hand , because check first sentence , intial pllan ... check price. After I'd check I would have came again the next day to purchase it but ... awesome Kirby helped me pay first so that I'd save the trouble of having to traveling here again ... and lower the risk of getting lost. HEHEH so happpy eh, I don't even know Kirby that well but he'd offered and it was such a nice gesture.

Damn, he is a keeper! Sounds like something a mom would say to her daughter if she met her daughter's boyfriend.HAHA , but really Kirby is really nice ... Too nice. @____@

My camera accessories !

And now a new addition ....

This is actually 2 lens. The one on the left with a bigger diameter is a wide view lens but needs the lens on the right to be attached. The lens on the right is a macro lens is a 58mm diameter which can be attached to the canon 58mm macro lens.

the bokeh when only using the macro lens.

KEKEK , I thinn I look good in this photo. Maybe it's the sweater ;D

COMPARISON!

MACRO TIME!

Paint Brush

IPhone bottom.

Black magnet beads rings. Yes ring , not bracelet.

Edge of sleeve of sweater

Samsung Galaxy Ace.

Kirby's Random bracelet which I didn't really bother finding out about.

Back of Kirby's Head. HAHA

Shoe label.

Kirby's branded LV waller. =___= Brandwhore alert.

Necklace Kirby bought for his close friend.

I bold 'good friend' because I found out that Kirby has kind of a weird hierarchy system when it comes to friends. Typically from ascending order it would be : acquaintance , friends , close friends , best friends , family. Well that's my system but anyway , He bought a diamond necklace for a close friend which just seems damn weird to me. Like I'd only spend money like on family or best friends , damn you'd be lucky if you get a card if you don't count in the top 2 ranks.

Kirby is seriously a weird guy. HIS NEVER PLAYED DOTA? WHUT? There is like no guy my age that I know who doesn't or hasn't played DOTA , like isn't DOTA like the shaving of the 80's? It's like the right of passage for guys. Meh , getting to Kirby is going to be so so weird. Hah , lucky him I'm probably 10 times weirder.

213. Last CNY visits.

2012-01-31T21:53:00.000+08:00

Okay I didn't really take much photos ... nor really bothered about dressing up ... Okay who am I kidding when do I 'not bother' about dressing up. It's like a habit to look good or at the very least my own definition of 'looking good'.

Decided to curl my hair :3 Have been doing it afew times to practise till I got it right, I only burnt myself once and that wasn't even technically a burn because I got it from my hair just after I'd tonged it. Do not touch your hair RIGHT after you curl/tong/crimp it , IT'S FUCKING HOT. Also try not to let it fall to your forehead straight away it'll expand your pores and create unwanted dirt clogs! Well it's a theory ... my theory ... not proven but seems logical enough , no?

Little bro who looks so Korean-ish mixed with Ang moh (Caucasian) in the photo. Would you believe if you don't know me and I told you he's my brother?

Well now you have to believe or it'll look like I'm a pedophile. :/

My parents. DOES THIS EXPLAIN THE CONTROVERSY OF MY LITTLE BROTHER PROBLEM?

LUO HENG! I don't even know what the means.

Will update soon with a new toy I bought. KEKEKE can't wait to show ya'll, If you follow me on twitter you'' definitively know what moi is talking about , but if you don't then watch out or the next post ;D

Photo dump.

2012-01-27T23:49:00.000+08:00

School gym

Black dye fading exposing my blonde hair. YES! omg i want my blonde hair back ):

Photo bombed. =__=

You can't see it but I removed Kirby's pimples and acne. Awesome or what.

When Kirby smiles he reminds me of Shaco from LoL. (League of Legends.)

This is Shaco , The Demon Jester

Mates studying I taking pictures -__-

DIY BLEACH SHIRT

IN PURPLE.

212. GONG XI FA CAI

2012-01-27T16:26:00.000+08:00

My brother can never look at the camera without making a goofy face =__=

新年快樂!

Happy Chinese New Year! If you know me well enough you'd know my Chinese is atrocious and the words above are from google translate... Why am I mentioning that? :|

ANYWAY , Here's a video off a shopping haul which I did before the new years but was too lazy to post ... Frankly speaking I was kinda lazy to post about today too. HAH.

Cousin Hazel's Family.

Off to Cousin Gina''s house!

Gramp's face is like : you people kidding me?

Fail glamour shot.

* Photos edited with Light Vintage photoshop action I made :D *

211. Dining in the Dark.

2012-01-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

My very first field trip in ITE and our destination : The Singapore Association of the Visually Handicapped. (SAVH)

Previously known as Singapore Association for the Blind (SAB) [explained later on ... sort of.], is a voluntary welfare organisation, founded in 1951. The association is affiliated to the National Council of Social Service (NCSS) and is an approved Institution of a Public Character (IPC).

Their Mission :

To Help the Visually Handicapped Help Themselves.Help the Visually Impaired help themselves by acquiring new skills and gaining self reliance to cope with the integration into society.

Started the day by reporting to school.

Communication Skills Teacher , Mrs Tan. Uber nice!

Mrs Tan's car which I looks fabb!

Numerous Newspaper clippings of reports of their program to raise awareness. All success stories.

3 of the visually impaired volunteers who served us plus the host of this.

This is where it gets interesting ... And also where my bitching starts.

Beyond the arch is total pitch darkness and it's also where we will be eating hence the program name 'Dining in the Dark.' This program is aimed at educating people on what/how it feels like to be visually impaired.

Let me just say that in my 16 years of living I've never interacted/conversed with someone disabled. It makes me cringe sometimes when I see disabled people, not because I detest or find them repulsive but because the thought of even imagining myself in their shoes freaks me out to the point I want to scream/cry/go insane. The closest I've come to someone disabled is my grandmother who is currently still having demencia and not able to move around on her own.

But today I'm not given a choice of whether I want to be in their shoes or not.

So we soon are brought into 2 separate rooms because there are like 23 of us an each room had 1 & 2 tables respectively. Now upon entering the room, it really is pitch black darkness. It's like wearing goggles with black paint at the front and no matter how hard you try to adjust to the darkness you can't because they've blocked out all possible light... Or so I thought, there were no windows ; it was an enclosed room.

But anyway.

Not even starting to eat or even have everyone sat down yet someone decides to take out their phone for light. This just ticks me off , because they clearly told us to leave our phones outside but I guess some people have no respect. Not only that , if that light was just for you and only you saw it , fine. But did you consider whether other people appreciated what you did? You're being completely inconsiderate and absolutely disrespectful.

Soon we're all sitted and waiting for our food to be served. Again I remind you, we''re being served by people that are visually handicapped. Before food arrives, we're served juice from a jug. And we have to pour it ourselves and of course we're not used to it because we always use our vision to gauge how much to pour. But without vision this is the reaction from various people in my class...

"WAH *UCK SIA HOW TO POUR CANNOT SEE!?"

"WHAT THE HELL , HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO POUR?"

"SHIT LAH STUPID SIA HOW TOO DO LIKE THAT?!"

etc , you get the point?

All being said while the ones who were serving us were in the room.

Seriously how insensitive can you people get? You're going through this for less then an hour whereas people have to go through this every waking moment of their lives. Have you no heart? Insensitive bitches , you can't keep your damn comments to yourself? Or is it because you live such pampered and always get what you which causes you to act like a stupid brat? I won't lie, I myself live quite a pampered life but I don't take it as an excuse to be a insensitive in fact it's all the more reason to be sensitive and humble.

I mean I'm not saying I didn't have difficulty but hell I wasn't screaming to the heavens to strike a hole in the roof for light, I was trying to understand how it felt. I wanted to experience what God apparently blessed me from, but some people can't let others be without letting them know they exactly how they feel. Bitch, you think I really give fuck about how you can't pour juice? I did it fine why can't you? And even if you can't why must you scream it out?

But what happens above doesn't end there. Nope. It goes on for the entire meal; drink , main course , dessert. Complaining all the way.

Main course, complained about how they don't like to eat it and how it's no warmed up.

Dessert , complain about only having 1 scoop of ice cream.

Seriously , Fuck you and you're shit ass complains. You can easily buy whatever 5 star food you want after and not eat what they give you but to go on and on about how you don't like it is plain insensitive and rude.

For fuck sake you're not even paying for this. There are actual people that go there just to experience it and they pay real money to know how it feels. You? Free so it's okay for you to complain? If your argument is because the school makes you do then you're wrong because honey you can do anything you want but to come and disrupt someone else who wants a taste of experience is where you should back the fuck up.

By the end of it I just couldn't take it. I put myself in Serene's shoes (our server) and I just couldn't help but brawl at what she was going through. 17-20 years olds acting like snobby brats. I mean the level of insensitivity and disrespect is just unforgivable for teenagers. I thought when I came to ITE in a higher nitec class I'd have moved on from all this kind of bullshit which I thought only happens in secondary school but I guess I'm wrong. But I'll tell you one thing I'm not wrong about , the characters of the people I judge from orientation day one till now. I was right and I'm reassured of who to avoid now. My judgement of people in secondary school wasn't wrong and now in ITE it's not wrong either.

Serene and Me.

Proof that I cried. Red eyes.

After we'd finish eating and everyone left. I went to look for Serene to apologize on my class's behalf. (even though apologizing would have been the last thing they would do) And I brawled even more imagining what she's going through or at least what I would have felt if I was her. But she was very nice and told me not to cry it wasn't my fault nor my classes because people are who they are, they don't appreciate what they have until they've lost it. Ironically she's never been through that because she's lived her entire life being completely blind but has been able to support herself in spite of her handicap.

Someone give her a medal.

After eating we went on to learn more about other things that visually handicap people use/do. Above, A lady's showing us things that are used by visually handicap people to aid them in daily life. A solid black and white watch which she is holding is to help those with low vision and can only see in extreme colors. There's a talking calculator and clock too. They also have a braille watch!

Numerous awards the association has won over the years.

This one caught my eye because it wasn't like a typical certificate. It had miniature instruments !

We moved on to learning about how visually impaired people study. And here is where I need to stop again.

Because I never EVER interacted with visually impaired people I've also never given a thought to exactly what they go through. All I ever thought was okay, they're blind and they use walking sticks. I never thought about exactly how/when they actually started having problems or what they have to do after they've encountered the problem.

This is a braille typewriter, it's or typing out the braille onto paper. It's actually hard to explain here but because braille uses a 6 cell rectangle to show a symbol that represents a word/letter/number you actually have to press a few buttons together to get the right numbers of cells punched in.

Another new discovery I have is that visually impaired people like Serene who have been impaired since birth are still required to study like normal students. Meaning they have to study English , Math , Science and everything else. AND on top of all that all of it is mostly in braille too. They don't get extension on exams either , they take just as long as we do or test and exams. So can you imagine how much harder they have to work?

This is cool.

What the ...

WHAT?

*DEAD*

Now can you imagine how much harder it is? I know I can and I'm so so so so thankful that I have vision even if it's slightly myopic , as long as I can see I'm blessed.

I am most likely in danger o this.

All in all, I've definitely benefited from the field trip (first time sia, lol ) and I've learned a lot about the visually impaired and the obstacles they go through. I've also learnt that a few of my classmates can be classified as barbarians.

And I am most certainly going to visit SAVH again.

210. The truth is ...

2012-01-18T00:22:00.001+08:00

I'm Bi-sexual

and leaning more to guys.

I couldn't think of a witty sentence to start with like my typical blog posts (or so I think) because this is the blunt truth of the matter. And now I should probably explain how this started and blah blah blah ...

Well ... I guess it started when I was in primary school so I'm thinking when I'm about 9 years to 11 years old when I started to have an interest in guys. I don't know exactly what attracted me, their face , body , smell (whut o_o) I seriously don't know what attracted me but I was attracted. And being so young and naive I didn't know what to think of it. But the weird thing is in some weird instinctioncial way I'd known that for some reason I couldn't possibly tell my parents for some inbred thought that they might disown me. And frankly speaking that thought is still lingering. So I confided in someone I was closest with , Cousin Hazel.

I labeled myself Bi-sexual because I have liked a girl before in primary school. Only 1 though, the first & last. Till today I can still see her face with her luminous smile, short bob & bronze skin. But my mom/parents would have never agreed because of the stupid religion boundary. Which is another thing I want to say, I am born a Catholic. I attended church and religious classes when I was younger but I only did it because my parents forced me.

Anyway back when I was yee big I already didn't have an interest in God nor did I believe but after growing up and understanding and accepting my sexuality, I've come to detest the term 'God' even more because what we learnt in church is God loves everyone no matter what ... but I guess they missed out LGBTs. I mean look how many people out there are preaching that LGBT are going to burn into the ground or going to be bard from heaven. This was the moment in my life where I forsaked God and I forsaked religion.

Back to me, After primary school ended I never got to see Sara, the first girl I ever ell in love with, ever again because I moved to practically the end of Singapore , Jurong.(Used to live in Woodlands) so the chances of actually being in the same school vanished like food in my fridge.

Primary school wasn't easy for me because of how dramatic (as mama would say) I acted. But really I think the accurate word is flamboyant. Secondary school was somewhat easier , maintainly only 1 dickhead who I had to put up with for 2 years , would have been 3 years if I didn't go to ITE. (thank ~~God~~ food I did.)

Being an observant person I always knew/know there are people constantly talking behind my back especially in secondary school. The saddest thing though is that none of them bothered to get to know me, they just lived by the assumption I was someone not to associated with because I was flamboyant or gay (which they are probably more familiar with because they have such robust vocabulary.) Which is why one of my life goals is to become uber famous and one day I can rub my dick in their face. N levels was a good start.

But the reason why I'm publicly admitting it is because I feel that I know what I am , I'm over the period where I was questioning myself. I've learnt to accept who I am because I was born this way, I refuse to believe God made me in this way because why the hell would God put someone through such misery to disappointing one's parents and being hated by people.

Then again some bible-mass-going catholic would argue that God made me to change the world/mindset of people who've misinterpreted the bible ... to that I'd say fuck God for giving me such a burden or responsibility, if so I'd better have a freaking good prize. Seriously why can't god just strike those that have taken they're preaching too far instead of casting natural disasters on innocent people.

I guess I'm going to have to face my mom after she reads this , she's probably going to come into my room and talk to me. I'm hope there's no water works. That kind of closure is so awkward. I also hope she doesn't disown me. If I don't post after this it's probably because I'm homeless.

#1 More thing I want to make really clear:
Just because I like guys & girls doesn't mean I like EVERY guy and girl I meet. I have standards too okay-__-"

Adios Chicas.

209. New Contacts!

2012-01-17T18:20:00.001+08:00

YEAH! New contact lens & new brand. HAHA, I have this unconscious goal to try all contact lens brands/colors and thanks to my sweet aunt who sponsored me these lens I'm 1 step closer to my goal!

But before showing you anything else, here's how my day in Chinatown went! Yes Chinatown ... On a scorching hot morning when I'm dressed in black ...

Prior to taking the photo above this , had brunch at OneMo a chinese restuarant. Meh chinese food isn't my favorite so I rate it a whatever out of 10.

I think I'd look good with a slight tan... Unfortunately I hate the sun ... And sweating. So if you ever see me doing sports in the sun it's either I've been forced out of my will to do so or I've gone mad so either way please save me. Or kill me. Which ever works.

Haha , so weird to see that temple. I've been it like 3 times because I used to be a N.E (National Education) ambassador... And even with all my experienced they never elected me for president. INSTEAD they election some random sec 2. Whores.

Never being recognized for what I've done. Story of my life.

Haha , my cousin Billy is so fun to take photo of. He doesn't run from the camera , instead he gives some stupid blur face... Shall slowly accumulate and blackmail him in future if my career doesn't take off. We all need a plan B right?

Can you guess what this is? IT'S YOGURT, Yami yogurt to be exact. And it is the product of me eating it with a fork. Haha doesn't it look like a rose? Reminds me of Rihanna's perfume ; Reb'l fleur

And now the moment you've waited for since the begging for this post. Contacts!

Comparison sake.

Okay I know my face is weird in this because of my eyelids and my lips but the focus is the eyes.

SO LOOK AT MY EYES!

Well that's all bye :D

208. Ashe :D

2012-01-15T16:55:00.000+08:00

So if you've been following my blog for at least half a year now or at least my twitter, you'd know that I was very lucky to literally have a bunny hop up to my door and I've kept it as a pet since!

AWESOMELY CUTE BUNNY FIRST MENTIONED HERE.

And now for for awesome cute photos of my baby,

Ashe has actually grown ALOT since I first got him... I'm also assuming it's a him even though I can't find a penis nor a vagina but his pee is like always reddish. Menses? Hmmm ...

So as I was saying ever since I got him he has grown ALOT. I used to be able to hold him with 1 hand but now if I do I'll pose the risk of dropping him into oblivion. His fur color has changed too. Used to be dark black but now it's becoming like a ashy light grey ; hence his name.

oh and he is super skittish , like if I hold him and there's a sudden loud sound he goes into a mini frenzy and his heart beats like crazy , very scary -___-

This is my Jack Russell named Russel. Don't be fooled by his demure looking photo which I awesomely photography (self-praising bish) , he is very naughty! He doesn't shit & pee where he is suppose to. Always beggin for food and running out of the house -___-

At the time we found him, I was so excited because I've always wanted a dog I didn't really care about breed or the personality of him. Unfortunately, I don't exactly fancy him now... I mean don't get me wrong I love him but I would have loved him more if he was another breed and if I had raised him from young.

It's kind of like adopting a teenager in a way? But the problem with that analogy is that you can communicate with a teenager but not a dog. Unless you're dog is Brian from family guy who is so cool to have as a pet.

Ruby lens from Logic 2 colorview & Sky Blue Maxi 3 tones. Unrespectively.

The boys of my class. Names I can remember (from left):

Charles , Thiru , Choon Seng , Marcus , x , x , Aloysius & Guo Ming.

I can't remember their names because they're in chinese T___T Forgive me if you guys are reading this!

This is Daniel ! Who I just learnt yesterday from Chingay that he is taking part too but under a malay division. Hahah Looks so cute in this photo I can't even ASDFGHJKL

Art update.

2012-01-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

Random photos I did in sai painter. I was actually inspired by this artist

Aint it cute?

Original work by me. Wasn't really inspired by anyone , just the spur of the moment. If you look closely the facial features are all in color marker and the background is water color.

A random piece I did.

Newest addition to my works. Psycho Cat.

207. New life in ITE

2012-01-10T22:33:00.002+08:00

So far life in ITE has been nice, but I can't really base my entire statement on 2 days of ITE which has been plainly orientation. But again , So far so good.

So let's meet some of the people in my course yeah?

This is Adnan. His actually not in the same course as me but we're going to be in the same class till April because both our courses cover the same preparatory modules or higher nitec. He is in IT ( information-technology ) and I am in GDD (Games Design & Development .)

This is Charles. Is that a cool name or what! It sounds so posh and high-class. Plus I've never met nor known anyone named Charles except for Charles X' Zavier rom X-men. Charles is however also not in my course , His in some course called MUC ( Mobile Unified SOMETHING ). I've never heard of it O__o

Okay , so this is a new class and I've only known everyone for like 1 day and I can't completely remember everyone's name. BUT , The 3 malay girls are Azura, Fee and Siti ( clockwise from top). Actually I'm not sure if Fee is her real name :/
At first I thought she said 'Vee' when we were doing introductions. Yes I am a deaf bitch.

HAHA this guy is damn LOL. He has a name that actually sounds like some cute Maplestory monster. His name is Thiru (pronounced T-RUU) Hahah , his really nice and funny ... and freakishly tall too :|

We're in the same course! :D

There's Charles with our form teacher Mr Yap who apparently has Parkinson disease ( not sure if it's the right name) which has kind damaged his hearing and walking; walks with a limp. When he talks there's like a weezy sound too :/

And now it's time to show case someone whose camera shy. HAHA. I think it's just fun to annoy people who're camera shy and don't want to take photos with you. The trick is too harass them until they take a photo with you. Though that has never worked with Jie Huey :|

And finally persistence pays off ...

Too bad I look ugly in this photo , I'm freaking preggers.

This guy is named ...

Can you guess ? WELL ?

KIRBY!

I know right? When he told me I gave the bitch-please,-dont-be-lying-to-my-face. But then he gave the -I-am-serious-girl-that's-ma-real-name face inclusive of trying-to-convince-me head nods. But seriously I've never seen/met/heard of anyone with that name :/

Somemore he came of to me as a very pai kia kind of guy... We're in the same course! So I'll be bugging him more ^__^

And now for someone whose extemely buei pai seh ...

HAHA this is Mandi with an ' I '. The reason I said buei paiseh is because I was like harassing Kirby ( HAHA that sounds so weird , imagine the pinky ball ) then she randomly ask to take picture with me and grabs my cam and takes a photo with me camwhore style.

Meh she's nice too :D

The girl in the middle is Grace, We're from the same primary school but I don't think she knows. :/

And I have no idea either of their courses because frankly I don't know them at all :/ Well there's still 3 months to find out ~

206. Break up.

2012-01-06T17:35:00.000+08:00

See that person in the photo with me. She's my best friend. Unfortunately we won't get to see each other often anymore because she goes back to school and I travel across the country for mine.

That is all.

205. My great hairventure

2012-01-06T17:22:00.001+08:00

The first time I dyed my hair. Admittedly it hurt during the dying process probably coz my scalp isn't used to the new chemicals. I didn't really like the color because I wanted to be a firey red head and not a I-only-can-see-the-color-in-the-sun kind of hair color.

Because I didn't like the hair color , I BLEACHED IT!

I'm not exactly sure if I had dyed it again or if this was just the bleach but I liked this color ^__^

After still not getting my firey hair I finally got to going to a salon and dying it. And this is how it turned out.

I wasn't a fan of this color because of the pinkish/purple hue.

Soon the color faded into a slightly more firey red color.

Before the Penang trip I decided to bleach my hair once again because I'm crazy. The hair color reminded me of Lee Taemin xD

So after I bleach I had planned to get my hair to a bright pale brown/grey. But it turned out like this.

This color was damn awesome! But sadly it started to fade during the trip in penang.

And the color faded ...

and eventually faded to more blonde...

BAM!
Back to black...

204. Penang shopping haul

2012-01-06T15:31:00.003+08:00

203. Penang , 3rd to last day!

2012-01-06T15:30:00.000+08:00

Cousin Gina

Day 3. Spa and Shopping!

View from outside the lift lobby on my room level.

I pretty sure this doesn't even qualify as a garden =____=

SHOCKING FACT Alot of Starbucks outlets in Penang do not sell WHITE CHOCOLATE MOCHA FRAPPICINO and they use some cheap-ass disguising whip cream for the topping, COMPLETELY GROSS!

Papa & Mama ♥

We went to Queen's Bay shopping mall !

Dinner at T.G.I.Fridays!

Le Cousin Gina's Appetizer : Parmesan Crusted Chicken Quesadillas

Floured tortilla with Chicken sauce , tomato-basil mix , beef bits oozing with Monterey Jack cheese with a dash of balsamic glaze.

Le Cousin Hazel's Appetizer : Shrimp Cocktail

Traditional Shrimp cocktail served with spicy lemon sauce & pico de gallo.

Le Everscar's Appetizer : Strawberry Field Salad

Mixed field greens , Parmesan cheese and glazed pecans tossed in Balsamic Vinaigrette dressing. Topped with fresh balsamic marinated strawberries & Parmesan cheese.

Le Cousin Gina's main : Tennessee Chicken & Shrimp

Juicy fire-grilled chicken breasts with Tennessee sauce & crispy Cajun-spiced fried shrimp with more sauce for dipping. Served with cheddar cheese and mashed potatoes & chef's vegetables.

Le Cousin Ginny's main : Tilapia Vera Cruz

Sauce tilapia fish fillets simmered with tomatoes, sweet & spicy peppers, capers and olives. Served with herb rice.

Le Cousin Hazel's main : Chili & Garlic Shrimp Pasta

Plump shrimp sauced with garlic, chili, resh capers and diced tomato served over linguine.

Chocolate Brownies , AWESOME!

A Starbucks tumbler I bought. It's the biggest sized one! Been wanting one since FOREVER.

Celebrating Christmas in Penang , So my mom became the christmas tree.

DAY 4. Relaxing.

By the pool , as close as I'll ever get to being topless in public ):

What is this o_o

WE DONT HAVE DOUBLE CHIN

OMG PREGNANT CAT

Last Day.
Basically we just drove the whole day for the last day. And I spent the entire time sleeping in the car! haha.

202. KNOW DRUGS

2012-01-03T11:45:00.004+08:00

KNOW DRUGS
Emphasis on the 'no' , because blogger doesn't allow custom titles. >__<

That was the name of the campaign for probably the first anti-drug movement I'd ever experienced. But in this day and age ,mere posters are becoming and eyesore which people more or less tend to ignore. I mean who really has their eyes set on reality anymore, people are constantly on social networks ; facebook , twitter , tumblr , etc.

That is why I think it's a smart move by 'The National Council Against Drug Abuse (NCADA)' and 'Central Narcotics Bureau (CNB)' to have started a campaign called 'Life does not rewind' which hosts 3 games to educate the mass about drug abuse and it's effects all while having it on a well known social platform , Facebook.

These 3 games will be launched consecutively from the month of December 2011 onwards. Each game will have a challenge period of four weeks whereby players can submit their game scores in hopes of winning weekly prizes worth $150 and an IPad 2.

This first game that will be launched is ' Jump Jump Rescue' ,

It is quite similar to the IPhone game 'Mega-jump' where you play as this creature (in jump jump rescue you play as a human) and what happens is you are trying to grab coins and raise to the top , to what end even I don't know. Jump jump rescue is just the same , except there are drugs in the game that try to depict the side effects of drugs.

The second game they are releasing is 'The Right Choice' ,

In the game , you assume the roll of a guy named 'Jeremy' whose suspecting his younger brother of drug abuse. Throughout the game which might or might not take you about half and hour includes short mini games and choices which you have to pick that will oversee the final outcome.

Overall I think the games are well made in terms of the specific reason of why they've been made ; very informative of the consequences of dabbling with drugs. I guess the artwork is pretty well done as it is done by students who have probably only tried this once or twice. However I'd wished they allow a mute option for the games as you might got stuck at parts of the game and get annoyed with the repetive music.

So all in all I'll give the games a 4/5 starts for being informative and for the good effort. ^__^

For more information , Head to www.facebook.com/lifedoesnotrewind

201. Penang Trip! Day 1 & 2

2011-12-31T02:01:00.001+08:00

My supper the day before the trip.

DAY 1. Driving.

As promised. This is my Penang trip post!

So the day before the trip, my family had stocked up on junk food to store as we're driving all the way to Penang which is like a 12 hour plus journey. And DAMN was it a long one, can't imagine the drivers. But good thing is we left the house super early so that when we reach Penang we can explore around. How early is early? Try 5am.

And because we're leaving so early I decided not to sleep the day before. ^__^

Stuffed keychain Angelina bought for me from Taiwan. Photo is taken with the Canon 50mm lens.

Cousin Hazel at NTUC the day before, stocking up ^_^

My extremely damaged hair!

X'mas deco. Don't know why my family put them up when we won't be around for X'mas

Remember my N level results post I said I had painted my nails? Here's proof.

Since I was free the whole night , Black head remover ^__^ Yes my eyes are slightly shagged

Some random photos from the various pit stops coming up ....

Nasi Lemak!

Lollipops!

Really love this because of the sharpness from the Canon 50mm lens. photos above this one were also taken using this lens.

While shopping for gum at a provision shop I chanced upon this. My instant reaction was ,' What the fuck?' the photoshop on this person's face is just terrible lah! The hair at the side of her face is cut of by the smooth skin effect which in my opinion looks so obviously shopped , (I believe when you photoshop something it has to look natural and not obvious ; just like make-up) and her brows aren't even.

My guess is the person is really bad at photoshop, blind , severly under paid or soon to be stacked.
This is just terrible.

You know what , I take back what I said about the earlier post. This is much much worst. No photoshop, fine. But what the hell is up with the make-up? She looks like she has a caterpillar on her eye and the lip color is just *PUKE*. But hey , I think it's the first time I see someone with colored contacts on on a magazine cover.

It's dark and conceptual but at the same time utterly gross :/

This look familiar? OMG

Happy, Dad is happy.

Cousin Hazel's attempt to a Fish tail braid. Looks okay to me ^__^

Mama so pretty.

* BLUSH *

Had lunch at KFC. Hmmmmm , fried chicken. Would have been great if it wasn't for a leaking ceiling and flies buzzing around. Sanitation level -99999999

And finally we reached the hotel! After a 12 hours drive.

Rejoice in the hotel WIFI

DISCLAIMER! I look really awful in alot of photo because I was pregnant during the trip and 16 years of my life. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

View from my room.

After settling down in out rooms, we set out in search of FOOD. Unfortunately, with a junk-food-filled stomach my appetite wasn't present.

Walking the streets of Penang

Nice photo of my taken by Cousin Hazel. ^__^

Looks extremely dubious and sleazy. And it's in a mall. :/

And that is the end of the first day.

Day 2. SHOPPING!

Woke up at 7:30am because I'm not used to sleeping in an unfamiliar bed. Call me paranoid. Had breakast in the hotel.

While my cousins have porridge and noddles, I have this. So typical of me. ^__^

The view from the entrance of the breakfast buffet place.

After breakfast , went back to rooms to freshen up before heading out to go shopping. While waiting for others, started camwhoring. And to save myself from umglamourisity ( no that's not a word ), here's a photo of only cousin Gina looking unglam.

Cousin Hazel. TUMBLR WORTHY! Especially after my awesome photoshop ^_^

Chilling after shopping.

Omg , I have to say this. Beadszone is offically my favorite shop to go to in Malaysia. They sell cheap wooden best accessories. I bought like 6! Plus 2 pants and a top.

Fried rice. MEGA NICE!

After shopping , we indulged in some , as my aunt would say , authentic food.

See even cousin Gina agrees!

Fried Kway Teow , Without black sauce

If you're wondering where you can find this. It's outside a mall called 1st avenue , you have to take the exit near starbuck. When you're out , cross the road and turn right ^__^

Awkward.

Wish there was a Domo-kun version of this ;/

Later that night went out for dinner. Saw this. Haha , seriously? In case you're not chinese. Bu zhi dao means don't know.

That's the end of Day 1 & 2. The other photos have yet to be photoshopped. But I'll get right too it! Though I doubt I'll have time to photoshop them because I'm starting my course soon ...

YES, I GOT IN MY ITE 1st CHOICE COURSE. HAHAHA. Happy me!

Right thats all,
kthxbai!

200. Who is that?

2011-12-30T02:56:00.000+08:00

Who is this person. She resembles somewhat Lady Gaga and Taylor Momsen? But wtf is the black nose all about?

I guess this kind of explains the nose. Really random hahah but I decided it was different and different is good so.... I'm still trying to get used to my tablet and the functions on sai painter so nothing great is really being made yet. Just playing around with everything.

This was also obviously playing with colors too. kekekekeke .

Photos from Penang trip coming really soon! And results for ITE release tomorrow! omg shitting bricks.

199. 'N' level results

2011-12-27T05:03:00.000+08:00

So my results were released way before this blog post and I had to do lots of soul searching and brain crunching and all those kind of shit to decide my next step in life after receiving my results. Of course non of that has to do with what I'm blogging about, I want to blog about the actual day which I got the results and what actually happened. Keep in mind that I'm blogging about this weeks after it has happened because I didn't have time to blog while in vacation in Penang , Malaysia. Of which a follow up blogpost will be made.

So typically, they'd released the results early afternoon and equally typically I'd meet up with my friends to have lunch. Lazy choice ; Mcdonalds.

We were ah-and-gaing about what results we'd get and who'd probably fail and have to retain because we're gossiping bitches like that. And I must say it was fun being back with them after a long hiatus from school, but it's probably be the last time we'll see each other because school was a common space and we rarely called or texted.

After lunch we headed for school. *cue impending doom music*

Because it was finally the holidays which last for almost 2 months. I'd bleached and dyed my hair several times and it had eventually turned bright orange. My family (mostly mom and cousin Hazel) stressed me to spray my hair black because if I didn't the security guards wouldn't let me into school , which by the way did not happen because everyone else had theirs dyed too. So I just walked into school looking like a fool =__=

I also had my nails painted. Yes I am a guy with painted nails. Deal with it.

I just really loved this and couldn't resist it. Unfortunately, when I did it my nails were extremely short. So it looked extremely dumb. Sorry no pictures but you can just imagine fat fingers with short bloody looking nails.

Anyway back to going back to hell.

Gathered in the school hall , sat like a loner in the 3x8 seats for each class because I mostly don't like anyone in my class and the people I'm usually with didn't care enough to save a seat or call to meet up earlier. Go figure.

The principals goes on to his speech about how the year has gone by and blabblahblah, meh no one gives a shit just get to the results. Geez.

The point of the post is coming ...

So the more important part of the speech/presentation , of which I have never really cared for because it never really applied to me. The part where they announce the highest scoring students.

But apparently yours truly did actually qualify for one of the highest scoring students. In fact , I was second. And at this point the principal was actually calling us out to stand so everyone could clap for us. So first , the top stands , who is actually a guy I knew from sec 1 and went to camp with and wouldn't you know it everyone's clapping probably being all proud and everything.

But when my name was called the hall suddenly turned into a cemetery. Dead silence. No, I did not stand of fear I might rise the living dead.

The next name was called and once again the hall was filled with victorious clapping...

You probably see where I am going with this. To think that everyone would hate me to the extent that they'd wouldn't even clap if I'd done so well. I mean not even my classmates clapped nor came to congratulate me afterwards. But it feel pretty good too , clinching 2nd among other NA students. Guess it gives me bragging rights so ...

TAKE THAT YOU FUCKING GREEN EYED CUNTS AND PRICKS. WHOSE FUCKING LAUGHING NOW BITCHESSSSSS

And in the same moment of high I felt in the hall , this gif popped in my head.

Many would think that after getting such high marks I'd go back to school to continue to sec 5. But seriously, I'd rather bite my arm off then see those bitches again. That is why , I am not going back to school. I've set my sight on a course in ITE and in 3 days I'll brag about how I slept with the high ups to get myself into the course.

I don't know if this should be a disclaimer or something but :

English - 1
Maths - 3
Combine Humanes - 4
Combine Sciences - 4
Art - 1
Chinese - Ungraded

I still felt that I was really lucky to have gotten 13 marks. Mainly because English was an easy paper. And for some reason they gave me high marks for Art. I mean it is extremely rare for anyone to get distinction for Art. So this kinda makes me special hurrr?

And this was something someone sent me when I was feeling down about what happened. Some of it was censored for it's ... well the words weren't used in the right context but it's the thought that counts ^__^

198. Chingay again.

2011-12-08T18:40:00.001+08:00

So I don't know if you know , but I'm taking part in Chingay again and have been training for next year's Chingay(2012) performance. And this time I under SOKA association , invited by Angelina.

Logic colorview , 2 color in Ruby. You can see it in amber here .

I think I'm more of a photo-blogger then an actual person who writes more. New breed of blogging? plogging? Lol , no it's called photo-blogging. :X

This is my hair when using flash an no flash, Big difference right?!