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So my results were released way before this blog post and I had to do lots of soul searching and brain crunching and all those kind of shit to decide my next step in life after receiving my results. Of course non of that has to do with what I'm blogging about, I want to blog about the actual day which I got the results and what actually happened. Keep in mind that I'm blogging about this weeks after it has happened because I didn't have time to blog while in vacation in Penang , Malaysia. Of which a follow up blogpost will be made.

So typically, they'd released the results early afternoon and equally typically I'd meet up with my friends to have lunch. Lazy choice ; Mcdonalds.

We were ah-and-gaing about what results we'd get and who'd probably fail and have to retain because we're gossiping bitches like that. And I must say it was fun being back with them after a long hiatus from school, but it's probably be the last time we'll see each other because school was a common space and we rarely called or texted.

After lunch we headed for school. *cue impending doom music*

Because it was finally the holidays which last for almost 2 months. I'd bleached and dyed my hair several times and it had eventually turned bright orange. My family (mostly mom and cousin Hazel) stressed me to spray my hair black because if I didn't the security guards wouldn't let me into school , which by the way did not happen because everyone else had theirs dyed too. So I just walked into school looking like a fool =__=

I also had my nails painted. Yes I am a guy with painted nails. Deal with it.


I just really loved this and couldn't resist it. Unfortunately, when I did it my nails were extremely short. So it looked extremely dumb. Sorry no pictures but you can just imagine fat fingers with short bloody looking nails.

Anyway back to going back to hell.

Gathered in the school hall , sat like a loner in the 3x8 seats for each class because I mostly don't like anyone in my class and the people I'm usually with didn't care enough to save a seat or call to meet up earlier. Go figure.

The principals goes on to his speech about how the year has gone by and blabblahblah, meh no one gives a shit just get to the results. Geez.

The point of the post is coming ...


So the more important part of the speech/presentation , of which I have never really cared for because it never really applied to me. The part where they announce the highest scoring students.

But apparently yours truly did actually qualify for one of the highest scoring students. In fact , I was second. And at this point the principal was actually calling us out to stand so everyone could clap for us. So first , the top stands , who is actually a guy I knew from sec 1 and went to camp with and wouldn't you know it everyone's clapping probably being all proud and everything.

But when my name was called the hall suddenly turned into a cemetery. Dead silence. No, I did not stand of fear I might rise the living dead.

The next name was called and once again the hall was filled with victorious clapping...

You probably see where I am going with this. To think that everyone would hate me to the extent that they'd wouldn't even clap if I'd done so well. I mean not even my classmates clapped nor came to congratulate me afterwards. But it feel pretty good too , clinching 2nd among other NA students. Guess it gives me bragging rights so ...

TAKE THAT YOU FUCKING GREEN EYED CUNTS AND PRICKS. WHOSE FUCKING LAUGHING NOW BITCHESSSSSS


And in the same moment of high I felt in the hall , this gif popped in my head.




Many would think that after getting such high marks I'd go back to school to continue to sec 5. But seriously, I'd rather bite my arm off then see those bitches again. That is why , I am not going back to school. I've set my sight on a course in ITE and in 3 days I'll brag about how I slept with the high ups to get myself into the course.

I don't know if this should be a disclaimer or something but :

English - 1
Maths - 3
Combine Humanes - 4
Combine Sciences - 4
Art - 1
Chinese - Ungraded

I still felt that I was really lucky to have gotten 13 marks. Mainly because English was an easy paper. And for some reason they gave me high marks for Art. I mean it is extremely rare for anyone to get distinction for Art. So this kinda makes me special hurrr?

And this was something someone sent me when I was feeling down about what happened. Some of it was censored for it's ... well the words weren't used in the right context but it's the thought that counts ^__^

Labels: 'N' Level Exam, SHINee

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